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there are days that i wish that i could just rip out my spine and not have to worry about the pain. and other days when i just can't get it to pop worth anything.



i hate having a bad back and also being pregnant at the same time. the days when my back is acting up i can't tell whether or not its from the baby or just from my back.



and today is one of those days.

One man is asleep and the other one I'm singing to sleep. The one getting sung to is only 6 months, but turns 7 months tomorrow.



There have been many times in the past few weeks where I've wanted to say "Your family wins, come get him and all of his stuff. And when you get shipped pick a family member cuz I'm done. I've been doing this on my own and I just can't anymore."



But then I look at him and I can see that if I do that then things would turn out very bad for him. So I haven't. I love him too much to do that to him.



So for now I'll just sit and cry for i know I could never have done this without the man that I've loved for the past six years and still love now and until we both die.



Spyder, I love you. And I'm so happy to have you back in my life and in the life of my son. And lets not forget the 1(s?) on the way!

Well I guess it's time for this thing again, but now there is something new.



I've found my love from back home and everything is wonderful! I'm finally happy and so is my son.



My love and i are expecting a new member to out little coven soon and everything will be great.



Well I've got to watch the little ones for now so more at a later time ( maybe after they are asleep lol )